Ahmet Pasha
BANNED
Going through this shit. Ruqyah is a long hard war not a battle. Many people especially in UK have made it a business.
Days I spend coming closer to Allah are the best. The darkness slowly fades, there is a change in people around me. If go back to sins the darkness, depression, nightmares etc creep back in.
The process is kinda like how an ink blot slowly spreads in a glass of water.
But it feels like going through special forces mental training in terms of iman. I know "it" psychologically manipulates me and others around me. I've learnt to face it and become a stronger muslim. But being a human sometimes I give in.
Days I spend coming closer to Allah are the best. The darkness slowly fades, there is a change in people around me. If go back to sins the darkness, depression, nightmares etc creep back in.
The process is kinda like how an ink blot slowly spreads in a glass of water.
But it feels like going through special forces mental training in terms of iman. I know "it" psychologically manipulates me and others around me. I've learnt to face it and become a stronger muslim. But being a human sometimes I give in.